not enough... still not enough!

haiz. Once again my school is still into this decorating nonsense. Every teacher is trying their best to decorate their classroom. However, we still receive feedback on our classroom. And all we heard is... "NOT ENUFF!" Sighz. I really dunno what is enuff whereas all of our classroom are mostly packed with kids' work. Ms Chan came to my room and said,"NOT ENUFF!" to siow yen. I was damn pissed. Come on lah! What is the meaning of enuff then?

Therefore, I started argueing w her.

She said,"Don't put only art work hor! You meant to show parents that we are doing art work all this while?! Should have more children's writing! Not enough!"

Argh. I told her, art work is also children work. Children work is not just children writing. If they want children's writing, they should have spell it out to us (quantity also)! How can we justify the 'children's work' that're typed out by a teacher?! I mean, I can easily fake it and print it. Why put all those unpresentable work on the wall!?

And I went bersak when she threatened me that Ms **** (my principal) will scold us later (in the meeting). And I shouted," SCOLD SCOLD LAH! Let HER SCOLD!" I am fuming mad! #$%^

Ahh... now if you get a chance to come to my school, is nothing but an exhibition hall. I seriously wonder why a primary school needs to do until like this. I wanna cry. I wonder if Mrs Chean or Mrs Cheok around, would we suffer like now!? :(

To be very honest, I used to respect this new principal of mine quite a bit. One thing for sure, she can joke, can discuss, can complain and can confide in. However, after this decorating saga, I really got second opinion of her, esp what she said during our mid-yr review meeting. Is not like we din do anything work with the children, sometimes, we look into effort put in by TEACHERS! After all the effort all the teachers put in, the least we wanna hear is that you, as a principal, is being disappointed. How depressing for teachers. :(

Sometimes, all these woes and sorrows, I guess only teachers know. Who will understand what we have been going thru!? Even to the point of decorating a classroom, is such an issue. haizzz....

Tmr, I will take some pics to post in blog. hehe..Seriously, Im proud of my classroom. I find it conducive, very interesting and very neat and tidy. Is not cluttered. Not messy. Not too much of things.

Some ppl just dun get it! How to expect pupils to study in that kinda PACKED, FILLED UP and MESSY environment?!


****Class decor again.... 4 days liao.. I'm dying. This open house better get it over and done with! Whoever wanna open hse again, I will run away next yr!****