disconnected

somehow or another. I feel so disconnected these days. Went to school unprepared, went to class unprepared, went home unprepared. Everything was unplanned. Sighz.. tmr is my last day with my kids (end of semester 1) yet I haven plan what to give them (as homework!). Sighz.. Should I be kind and let them play and be wild for this holiday or.. Should I be cruel and give them the practices they need? Sighz... Got to see if I can make it (preparing the materials) or not. hiek..

My class went for badminton lesson today! Haha.. is another throwing lesson. But something more interesting.. the coaches got them to use their hands to hit the shuttle(like a racquet) to the other partner! I wanna luff my head off. The kids were complaining about the pain. well.. I cant do anything but to pray hard for them for a racquet lesson someday. HAhaha

Tmr is stupid SEED EL course. Argh.. this time round, Im going to be firm...IM NOT GOING! simply waste of my precious time. Seriously, I wonder why they chose such a timing for us to go on course! Is the last week of the semester for goodness sake! ARghh.. the last term, it was last week of the term too! No cow sense! argh!

Today Kelly brought a tin of cheesecake for us to try. I feel bad cuz it was from a heart shaped tin. keke.. obviously meant for Alex! Well, who cares, after all, kelly offered me! keke..anyway.. it was FAN ER TAS TIC..... is so addictive that I told kelly Im gng to make one myself today too! therefore, after school, we went to buy ingredients. Dropped at cold storage to buy but to our horror, not the cheese we wanted! so we quickly went to NTUC to buy. Phew.. got the right one. So while Kelly was withdrawing $, I started to sort out the things we bought. So lalalala.. came home then to realise... I didnt have the cheese and butter with me! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I wanna cry for my stupidity! Well, cheesecake postphoned! keke

K.. time to sleep. Although I dun wan to go to the course, I wan to make full use of the time I have! Maths Trail is driving me nuts.. help.. :(

****Thurs.. amen~!****