meeting

I hate school. Ever since I lost my love in going to school, I begin to feel this way. I hate the feeling of dragging myself to school, doing things I dun see a need to, seeing people that I dun like, listening to things that I dun wan to hear. Seriously sick of such lifestlye. Is really not challenging enough for me anymore. However, I am bonded. There's really nothing I can do but to niam n niam here...

Today was the day for us to return school for meeting b4 the term starts. I dun understand why we must meet for two days. To come back in june is depressing enough and yet, we got to spend 2 precious days from the holiday for meetings. I find it ultra unfair. Argh.. firstly, our 1st week of holiday is gone cuz preparing for open house, 2nd week is gone cuz open house and other courses and 4th week is gone for us to be back to prepare our work as well as for meetings. Every friends tot as a teacher is so good. 1 month of holiday. Come on.. please count for me if I really have 1 MONTH of holiday! Ahhhhhhh I hate the system. really hate it.

We began our day at 11am today. From 11am to 1230pm, thats principal's time. All these while, principal juz talked about things we oready know (is juz like a reminder that you can disseminate thru email). Sighz. After the p time, it was our lunch break. Normally, lunch would be provided for us if there's meeting. However, there's no lunch provided today. How sad. The English Department ppl had a 'excursion' to national library(for I dunno wat). Most of my level ppl are in the Eng department. *sigh* when all happily ran out of school, the staff room seemed exceptionally quiet. The mother tongue teachers went out for their meeting too. Aghhhh...

Oh. as i was leaving for the staff room after principal's time, my colleague A came to apologised to me.

Back tracked to the renewal days, I specifically told colleague A that we wanted to have a farewell session as colleague B will be leaving us. She nodded her head and told me to meet at 10pm. That was 7pm then. The rest of us went out to Northpoint to buy a cake, a card and a doll. When it was 9pm, I started to call colleague A, sms her but to no avail. Colleague A and B went MISSING. In the end, the rest of us cut up the cake and ate it up as most of us were hungry. We didnt get to see them the next day too. Is like MIA (missing in action). Every one was puzzled with the whereabout of these 2 gals! some said they went home and they didnt stay for the nite. Arghhh..

Today, Colleague A apologised and said they were not comfortable with the farewell thing. I smiled but in my heart, I really find it strange. Wats so uncomfortable about your colleagues saying bye bye to you and give u a slice of cake. Ahhh I feel so sad cuz is like good intentions back fired! ahhhhh...........

It's left with Maths and Sci dept ppl. Kelly and I are in the maths dept. Sobs sobs. 2 of us went to the coffee shop for lunch. yes... just the 2 of us. I really think I'm getting depressed lately with the number of quality friends I have. sighz..

Our Maths meeting was fun, very 'rich' and very useful. We discussed on our pupils' problems in maths and how we as teachers tackle these problems. Many of us shared strategies and is fun to joke around the topic. I dont think the other dept are as crap as ours. Hehe..

Finally, we ended our meeting at 430pm. Haiz... seriously, even if we didnt meet, no harm done. ahh watever. I complained oso no use. *sobs*

Met up w my insurance agent, Xavier after the meeting. He got major lost in hougang. Instead of meeting me in hg mall, he went to hg green, hg point etc. Hahahha poor boy. I invested more amt from cpf again. Hmmm I think when I wanna buy house, then I surrender ba. No point keeping the money in the cpf acc.

With no prog in mind, I accompanied Kelly to meet her 2 sisters at Cuppage starhub centre. Kelly forgot her civil servant card and we had to wait for wendy(her eldest sis) for her SIA card. To my surprise, there's promotion for coporate plan. instead of paying for 12 mths, kel needs to pay for 8mths only. hehe... we had a great time luffing over the choosing of channels. The 3 filial girls chose asia channels for their parents as well as world cup channels for their dad to watch soccer. haha.. so cute.

after the signing up, Kelly went to meet serene at paragon. I juz dun understand why serene refused to meet all of us together with kelly. in the end, kelly had to leave her sisters to join her at paragon. I could see wendy's pissed face. I remember this is not the first time shes dng this to kelly. the other time she was with me. Ahhh it made us feel so unwanted. Wats the problem with her? so anti social...im sorry for kel. but hor, she only complain... she nv seems to be angry w her (real angry). I think she is in love w her. HAhahaha :P

In the end, I GOT TO GO HOME ALONE. sian till can die. Anyway, I guai guai take mrt home. I think Im getting guai-er hehe...

im losing blood today and i feel giddy the whole damn day. Ahhhhhhhh...........

Feel ultra down now. Not as in ultra sad but ultra sian. I think I'll turn in now.

****nite****